Friday, March 5, 2010

Missing him.

Missing him.

Missing his perfect huge feet just like his Daddy's

Missing our family of 3

Missing the happiness

Missing being happy for others

Craving that happiness again.
This is what made me so happy 12 months ago. The carefree, exciting announcement that we were expecting. 
I just miss it. I miss it all.  


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11 comments:

  1. JaimeMarch 5, 2010 at 11:06 PM

    Ashley,

    This quote brings me so much comfort and I hope you too can find a little in these words:

    "When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight." ~Kahlil Gibran

    Smile through your tears.

    Thinking of you,
    Jaime
    xo

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  2. UnknownMarch 6, 2010 at 4:49 AM

    Praying for you today. I completely understand.

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  3. *Laura AngelMarch 6, 2010 at 5:02 AM

    :( Its so hard to balance between the good and the bad days. I think a lot of us crave to be happy again! Know that we will be happy again...its just a matter of when.

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  4. SarahMarch 6, 2010 at 7:38 AM

    Just wanted to say hi and so sorry for your loss :( :( We are out here, listening, crying and hurting for you. Hoping, too :) You're in my prayers.

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  5. MaggieMarch 6, 2010 at 7:42 AM

    ((hugs)) I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better.

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  6. AnonymousMarch 6, 2010 at 8:12 AM

    Holding you in my thoughts and prayers. I am so humbled that you offer me so much excitement and kindness when you're dealing with such pain and sorrow. Please know that I am here for support in whatever way it might be helpful.

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  7. CarlyMarch 6, 2010 at 9:27 AM

    Ashley, you're in my thoughts and prayers. It is such a tough road, I'm here and thinking about ya.

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  8. MaggieMarch 6, 2010 at 10:02 AM

    I miss all of those things for you too. I wish you could have Nolan with you here today. I'm thinking of you so much! XO

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  9. JessicaMarch 7, 2010 at 3:35 PM

    Ashley,
    I understand that missing feeling. I am getting ready to visit some of that as in May of 2008 I found out I was also pregnant. I think that these feelings are very normal and they never go away. You will always miss Nolan. I wish you did not have to feel that awful hurt of missing him and that missing him was not your reality. You will find happiness again, but it will be a different happy than it was before. Blessings, Jessica

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  10. AnonymousMarch 10, 2010 at 7:25 PM

    I understand that....*hugs*

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  11. kanishkMarch 15, 2010 at 9:19 PM

    I hope you too can find a little in these words:
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