Sunday, October 18, 2009

I call you mine

A dear friend sent me this song and said it reminded her of Nolan. As I read through the lryics, I couldn't have agreed more. This song perfectly describes my Nolan and my feelings.


I Just Call You Mine
Martina McBride

I pinch myself
Sometimes to make sure I'm not in a dream
That's how it seems
(So true, I still feel like this nightmare is a dream and I will wake up from it)

I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments I've ever known
It feels like home
(I had never been as happy as I was those short 3 days I had with Nolan. I will cherish those moments forever. I think about them all the time)

And here I am
I want to be your everything
There you are
Turning winter into spring
(He's turning winter into Spring because he is up there in Heaven)

And everyone that sees you
Always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you
Always has a smile
You're a standing ovation
After years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
Yeahhhh
I just call you mine
(The few people that had the chance to meet Nolan said it was life changing. The pictures never did him justice to the miracle he truely was. We were all so proud of Nolan for his fight and he was AMAZING and he is MINE.)


I fall apart
And just a word from you
Somehow seems to fix
Whatever's wrong
Ohh
You reach into the weakest moments and remind me that I'm strong
You gotta know
I'd be a fool not to see or even worse to forget
That you're more than I deserve
(I am the luckiest Mom to have such a beautiful and special son. I will never forget...ever. I am lucky to have the sweetest guardian angel and am thankful he gives me the strength to get through my days. And just when I feel like it can;t get any worse, I get the sweetest signs from him.)

Cause everyone that sees you
Always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you
Always has a smile
You're a standing ovation
After years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine

Nothing makes sense when you're not here
As if my whole world disappears
Without you what's the point of it

Cause everyone that sees you
Always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you
Always has a smile
You're the dream that I've been chasing
After years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
(Because Nolan WAS amazing and he brought tears to most that got to meet him. Chris and I waited years to get married and start our family and I couldn't be more proud than to be Nolan's mommy.)

So without further ado, here is my new favorite song.

3 comments:

Rachel H. said...

Such a sweet song!! :)

The Brennan Family said...

I am so glad you like it!!!

Carly K. said...

Ashley,
Thanks for finding my blog. Our stories are very similar. I am so sorry that Nolan is not here with you. Please know that I will add you both to my prayers.

I love this song, so beautiful!