Friday, March 5, 2010

Missing him.

Missing him.

Missing his perfect huge feet just like his Daddy's

Missing our family of 3

Missing the happiness

Missing being happy for others

Craving that happiness again.
This is what made me so happy 12 months ago. The carefree, exciting announcement that we were expecting. 
I just miss it. I miss it all.  


11 comments:

Jaime said...

Ashley,

This quote brings me so much comfort and I hope you too can find a little in these words:

"When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight." ~Kahlil Gibran

Smile through your tears.

Thinking of you,
Jaime
xo

Michelle Karr said...

Praying for you today. I completely understand.

*Laura Angel said...

:( Its so hard to balance between the good and the bad days. I think a lot of us crave to be happy again! Know that we will be happy again...its just a matter of when.

Sarah said...

Just wanted to say hi and so sorry for your loss :( :( We are out here, listening, crying and hurting for you. Hoping, too :) You're in my prayers.

magdalina said...

((hugs)) I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better.

Fertility Chick said...

Holding you in my thoughts and prayers. I am so humbled that you offer me so much excitement and kindness when you're dealing with such pain and sorrow. Please know that I am here for support in whatever way it might be helpful.

Carly said...

Ashley, you're in my thoughts and prayers. It is such a tough road, I'm here and thinking about ya.

Maggie said...

I miss all of those things for you too. I wish you could have Nolan with you here today. I'm thinking of you so much! XO

Jessica said...

Ashley,
I understand that missing feeling. I am getting ready to visit some of that as in May of 2008 I found out I was also pregnant. I think that these feelings are very normal and they never go away. You will always miss Nolan. I wish you did not have to feel that awful hurt of missing him and that missing him was not your reality. You will find happiness again, but it will be a different happy than it was before. Blessings, Jessica

Jessica said...

I understand that....*hugs*

kanishk said...

I hope you too can find a little in these words:
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