Today I have a baby growing ahead of schedule and that makes me smile.
Today I am starting to look at things a little more positive. (Well at least at this very moment)
Today, I in visioned what it will be like having a normal birth, room full of visitors passing around our baby and no NICU stay.
Today I wonder if this little one is a boy or girl and I get excited thinking about it.
Today I am just thankful I feel happy.
Today the nerves are set aside and I remember that I am thankful things are heading in the right direction. (for now)
Today I also understand how high risk I am and I am going to enjoy every second I get trying to have a naive blissful pregnancy. (May it be while only for the few minutes I write this post)
But tomorrow can be a whole new story. But I wanted to write this out so I can come back and read how I feel when things just seem right.